loving him was one thing i am afraid of…and i was right...it hurts...so bad...but i thank him...why???
because of him...i learned to let go...he even thought me what love really is...and now i know..."it was never him."

and at the most perfect moment in your entire life,
someone does,
inside and under and beneath everything that you took for granted,
everything that you forgot you had and knew about yourself and life and others,
this someone comes in and gets to you.

that person gets to you and you are never the same.
that person turns your world inside out,
upside down,
round and round,
that person comes in and settles in.
that person walks in and comes into your life and you are never ever the same,
ever.

that's what you did to me,
i had my moment with you and i am never the same.

you changed everything that i believed in and now you are
walking away from me...