sometimes, it's not about who i deserve but who i really want...
regrettably, the person i badly want turns out to be someone who just stole my heart away and left it out in the open to bleed...
it's unfair and at the same time stupid because i did let him do so...
and for a moment, i actually like the feeling of falling and beeing fooled...
what's sad is that after the crying, when i'm already tired, i'd still let him take my heart away...